Friday, 27 September 2019

Re: DEAR GOD (GOD's REPLY TO MY OpenLetterToGod)


In all my reflection over the last couple of days, I made an observation and I'll start by sharing it:
There is no 'one-size-fits-all' response to many of the questions we may have as far as Christianity is concerned because, if there were to be humanly comprehensible answers for everything, it will negate the ultimate foundation and essence of Christianity which is FAITH.
Having said that, let's get straight into it (God's response to my letter). I've itemized in bullet points so you may need to revisit the letter to know which specific question each point addresses.
* By design, you aren't supposed to live forever on earth...and since I can't take you all at once, there will always be moments of temporary grief. It's okay to mourn, but through it all, don't lose sight of me.
* Jesus leaving the 99 in search of the missing 1 seems irrational and senseless until that "ONE" is you. MY WAYS ARE NOT YOUR WAYS.
* What you're going through is nothing compared to what I have prevented from happening to you.
Isaiah 57:1-2 will be good to consider here.

* The challenges you face on earth is what makes earth EARTH. Without them, earth will be Heaven.
* One of the functions of pain in your life is to guide and protect you from further danger. If you never feel pain, you would simply walk into danger without knowing it. I also employ pain to bring my beloved to repentance. Make it a habit to always ask, "What have I done wrong?" Or "What am I not doing right that is causing me pain?"
I allow pain in your life because often times, my children ignore warnings, disregard advice...but HUMBLY OBEY pain. Pslm 119:71
* Always see things with the eyes of faith. Because there is no problem my child faces that doesn't have an expiry date.
* If you've never doubted your faith, then 'probably', you've never truly believed... BUT NEVER FEED YOUR DOUBTS.
* I 'allow' you go through challenges basically for 3 reasons;
1. To be sure you will trust me and that you will wait on me in difficult situations...especially because there is a bigger testimony coming ahead. Consider Abraham, Job and others.
2. I have my appointed time for everybody and everything. Look at Hannah!
Ten (10) of you may have gone to school together but it's impossible for 10 of you to have the same result in life at the same time. NEVER COMPARE YOURSELF WITH OTHER PEOPLE. You may have started different stages of your life at the same time; it doesn't change the rule; There's always MY APPOINTED TIME.
3. There is a prophecy over your head and the devil knows about it. That's why he wants to fight that prophecy.

* Just like Story of the man born blind (John 9:2-4); YES, sometimes, I do things (or allow things happen) to people so that my power might be manifested in them.
* Now, who is a good person? Most "good people" are often spiritually careless; not taking precaution in guarding their lives daily. The so-called bad people never leave home without their charms and do not take their spirituality for granted.
* The fact that your friends or siblings enjoyed the bicycle you graciously borrowed them has not changed the fact that it's yours; no matter how well they enjoyed riding it. MOST OFTEN, the unbelievers seem to enjoy the wealth which my children do not enjoy due to ignorance of my children.
* Having said that, the people you see who appear to be doing better, do you know the state of their minds? You enjoy a certain level of peace, krAzy. You wouldn't want to trade that for anything.
* Concerning Stella, you don't know her struggles. Her job may have been done. Even my son spent just 33years. It's not the duration that matters, but the quality of life lived.
* Rejoice when the 'good people' depart the earth because the chances are that they're here with me. Remember, while you mourn their departure from the earth, Heaven rejoices when any of my children make it back home safely. That is the case with Stella. My daughter is with me now. krAzy, just work out your own salvation so you can be reunited with your loved ones who have come here before you.
* You may have been dehumanized if you never feel pain. In life, pain is inevitable. If you never feel pain, you cannot appreciate the extent of the blessings that I've blessed you with.
* Finally, next time, don't you dare tell me to "kuku kee you". I am God! If I choose to bless you (or not), there's nothing; *ABSOLUTELY NOTHING* you can do about it.


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Thank you so much for being there for me during that moment of emotional breakdown which I experienced. God bless you!
For further understanding on these issues, please check out my Facebook post of the same letter and read the comments. I must make specific reference to comments from people like Chris Chukwudi NyemugwuEhigamen Kingsley , Godwin Inetagbo (whose comments clearly addressed virtually all the questions raised) with Bible references for each answer.

Thank you and God bless!
smiLe;JesusLuvsYou...krAzy

DEAR GOD (My Open Letter to God): Tribute to Stella Orukamaya





Dear God,
My mood sucks right now. So many questions in my head, screaming and searching for answers.
A lot of things happen to the believer, yet we're made to believe you allow them happen "FOR YOUR GLORY".🙄
Dear God, do you even care about us at all?
Why put us through so much pain?
Don't you care about how these things you do (& permit) "for your glory" make us feel?
Dear God, first off, You are God! You are all-powerful. You can deal with the devil without even moving a muscle. Why did you choose to unleash him on us? Look at the level of destruction he has brought upon your creation and creatures. Can't you just use your veto power to put him in his place without making us go through the rigours of contending with him, thereby distracting us from you?
Dear God, secondly, I know some good people who never ~fcuked~ until they got married just the way you recommended (sorry for my use of the 'foul-language'). Yet, several years after marriage, they're still waiting on you for children. Whereas, some others ate the forbidden fruit over and over and over; you didn't even think twice before giving them children, even when they didn't want them.
Dear God, I know of people who are faithful to you (or so it seems), yet have nothing to show for it. While those who are cutting corners are kindda making a headway.
Dear God, I could go on and on, giving you several instances where you appear to be "falling my hand" but let me just move straight to the one that hurts the most right now. In actual fact, this is the main reason I'm writing you.
Dear God, You said you created us so we can praise you. Thankfully, you also gave us minstrels to make the process of praise easier.
When she sings, she literally leads us straight into your presence.
She gives us a taste of heaven right here on Earth.She is a praiser in the realest sense of the word who constantly blessed us with the gift you gave her.
Dear God, why then did you take her away from us? Don't you want our praise anymore? We console ourselves by saying "she's gone to be with you" or "she's gone to join the host of heaven in praising you".
Baba, I'd like to believe that you have angels who are praising you 24/7 up there in heaven. Must you hurt us just because you want to add to your heavenly team? Can't you just create more angels if you need more voices over there?
Dear God, if you truly care about our feelings, you wouldn't take the ones we love away from us...knowing that it will break our hearts to see them go. What's most annoying is the fact that you take the ones we love and leave us with the ones that make life totally unbearable for your children.
Dear God, it's not that I'm wishing anyone dead, but if given the chance, there are hundreds of bad people (most Nigerian politicians for example) who I'll easily trade for *Stella* . You could have taken them all and left *Stella* for us.
Bad things keep happening to good people yet the wicked ones who have no regard for you are enjoying the riches of the land.
Dear God, I don't intend to judge anyone here but I'm just trying to understand how you operate 'cos to be honest, these things aren't adding up.
Constantly, all we hear is that everything happens for your glory. If you ask me, abeg, you're putting us thru too much pain just for this glory of yours oooo.
Dear God, I don't intend to be rude to you. I just have too many questions begging for answers. I'm sure so many of your children also want answers to all these questions but they have been gagged by the men-of-God you left us with who have given us the impression that you're the God whose actions cannot be questioned.
Well, I disagree!
AGREED! You can't be 'queried', but as your son, I have a right to ask questions when I don't understand things. If you think I'm overstepping my boundaries, you can "kuku kee me too". ðŸ˜¡
The men-of-God have tried their best in answering some of these questions. But their answers don't cut it anymore. They insist that I should just have faith.
To be honest, it's getting more and more difficult to hang on and that's why I've chosen to reach out to you directly.
DEAR GOD, WILL YOU RESPOND TO MY LETTER? ðŸ˜¢
Your Mourning Son!
krAzy.


DEAR GOD: tribute to my friend and sister, a true minister of the gospel; Stella Orukamaya (Estello) who took a bow out of this world on Wednesday, Sept. 18, 2019...just two weeks after her birthday. ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜­