Dear God,
My mood sucks right now. So many questions in my head, screaming and searching for answers.
A lot of things happen to the believer, yet we're made to believe you allow them happen "FOR YOUR GLORY".🙄
Dear God, do you even care about us at all?
Why put us through so much pain?
Don't you care about how these things you do (& permit) "for your glory" make us feel?
Dear God, first off, You are God! You are all-powerful. You can deal with the devil without even moving a muscle. Why did you choose to unleash him on us? Look at the level of destruction he has brought upon your creation and creatures. Can't you just use your veto power to put him in his place without making us go through the rigours of contending with him, thereby distracting us from you?
Dear God, secondly, I know some good people who never ~fcuked~ until they got married just the way you recommended (sorry for my use of the 'foul-language'). Yet, several years after marriage, they're still waiting on you for children. Whereas, some others ate the forbidden fruit over and over and over; you didn't even think twice before giving them children, even when they didn't want them.
Dear God, I know of people who are faithful to you (or so it seems), yet have nothing to show for it. While those who are cutting corners are kindda making a headway.
Dear God, I could go on and on, giving you several instances where you appear to be "falling my hand" but let me just move straight to the one that hurts the most right now. In actual fact, this is the main reason I'm writing you.
Dear God, You said you created us so we can praise you. Thankfully, you also gave us minstrels to make the process of praise easier.
When she sings, she literally leads us straight into your presence.
She gives us a taste of heaven right here on Earth.She is a praiser in the realest sense of the word who constantly blessed us with the gift you gave her.
Dear God, why then did you take her away from us? Don't you want our praise anymore? We console ourselves by saying "she's gone to be with you" or "she's gone to join the host of heaven in praising you".
Baba, I'd like to believe that you have angels who are praising you 24/7 up there in heaven. Must you hurt us just because you want to add to your heavenly team? Can't you just create more angels if you need more voices over there?
Dear God, if you truly care about our feelings, you wouldn't take the ones we love away from us...knowing that it will break our hearts to see them go. What's most annoying is the fact that you take the ones we love and leave us with the ones that make life totally unbearable for your children.
Dear God, it's not that I'm wishing anyone dead, but if given the chance, there are hundreds of bad people (most Nigerian politicians for example) who I'll easily trade for *Stella* . You could have taken them all and left *Stella* for us.
Bad things keep happening to good people yet the wicked ones who have no regard for you are enjoying the riches of the land.
Dear God, I don't intend to judge anyone here but I'm just trying to understand how you operate 'cos to be honest, these things aren't adding up.
Constantly, all we hear is that everything happens for your glory. If you ask me, abeg, you're putting us thru too much pain just for this glory of yours oooo.
Dear God, I don't intend to be rude to you. I just have too many questions begging for answers. I'm sure so many of your children also want answers to all these questions but they have been gagged by the men-of-God you left us with who have given us the impression that you're the God whose actions cannot be questioned.
Well, I disagree!
AGREED! You can't be 'queried', but as your son, I have a right to ask questions when I don't understand things. If you think I'm overstepping my boundaries, you can "kuku kee me too". 😡
The men-of-God have tried their best in answering some of these questions. But their answers don't cut it anymore. They insist that I should just have faith.
To be honest, it's getting more and more difficult to hang on and that's why I've chosen to reach out to you directly.
DEAR GOD, WILL YOU RESPOND TO MY LETTER? 😢
Your Mourning Son!
krAzy.
DEAR GOD: tribute to my friend and sister, a true minister of the gospel; Stella Orukamaya (Estello) who took a bow out of this world on Wednesday, Sept. 18, 2019...just two weeks after her birthday. 😢ðŸ˜
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